And then there was fun on the Villa grounds when Joey left :P. Yay for the grass of Catholic high schools. I had to make up this whole story because I was sooo late XD. OMG the metro stalled SO badly and thank GOD I had Joey to talk to because it would have been TERRIBLE! Life is exciting O_o. So I think it went over, they just better not question me that much (but since it's the day after I believe I'm safe). And I don't feel guilty! So I think I'm still okay...*hopes her mood doesn't change*
So then you know, I'm sitting on my sofa and my mom's all like: "why is there dirt all over your elbow?". I'm like huh? "Oooh me and Joey were tired at some point so we lay down on the random grassy spot." Sure Meggie. Lucky thing I had that planned because I noticed I had grass stains on my pants O_o.
So today I have to wash both cars ;_;. At least I'm getting paid. May hand in a couple applications to Marché Central places and then just spend the rest of the day at home O_o. Can't wait for tomorrow when I'm out again :D.
And I have things planned on Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Thursday (?) and then we're leaving on Friday. So hey it looks good XD. Can't do anything on Wednesday and Saturday...well that's just me being like "well if I book that day too they may get seriously annoyed..."
xox
That was exiting. And it was hot out. And there were dandelion fluffs everywhere. But it was definitely better than being trapped in the house somewhere. GOSH. I'm okay. Really I am. I just, overreacted is all.
So I've got counselling this afternoon. They phoned my counsellor while I was out. I'm going to have to answer some interesting questions. I KNOW it's better to just talk things out, I KNOW I KNOW, but I just, was driven too far up a wall. I needed OUT. *sighs* That and the fact that it's difficult to swear loudly about your parents on the phone within your own house without them hearing you.
So yes, you know, I wake up after having had a bit of a paranoid dream about Sarah and my parents, although it ended up being quite enjoyable. Cue my mom's annoying comments. GUH. So yeah, they had a panic attack. And I don't really feel badly. At all. Hum.
So then they're all like: oooh you've been hurting us so much lately BLAH BLAH BLAH COME ON PEOPLE like HELLO you're the ones with the problem I have done NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING wrong.
Damn homophobia and inability to deal. I get to see Joey (*cough* and Sarah *cough*) tomorrow so that'll be great. Then I need to plan another couple secret rendez-vous because then I'm leaving for almost two weeks and she's leaving for three. And there won't be much if any Internet access in Romania ;_;.
Which you know, oddly, makes me look forward to school. Because I've got two classes with her and we both finish early on Fridays, so yay! For now I have to deal with being in this house for the summer, although I'm trying to book a lot of things. My parents, especially my mom, is getting annoyed. Just leave me alone woman.
So yeah, life's update. There's so much more drama in my LJ now that I've come out! O_o
xox
Today has been, uneventful. Beat God of War for PSP yesterday, an now reading the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, which is a great source of amusement. For example:
'The argument goes something like this; "I refuse to prove that I exist", says God, "for proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing."
"But," says Man, "the Babel fish (note: a tiny yellow fish you stick in your ear in order to understand other languages) is a dead giveaway, isn't it? It could not have evolved by chance. It proves you exists, and so therefore, by your own arguments, you don't. QED."
"Oh dear," says God, "I hadn't thought of that," and promptly vanishes in a puff of logic.
"Oh, that was easy," says Man, and for an encore goes on to prove that black is white and gets himself killed on the next zebra crossing."
I am highly amused by this book.
In other news, I am getting together for an ENTIRE WEEKEND at Gene's place next week, which will be a source of great liberation. Hopefully I can do that another time during the loong looong summer. And I am getting together with Athena this week. Of course Sarah won't be there. *coughs violently*
And I hope I get the job at VMC. Being paid to test video games seems like a pretty neat job. *hopes for a positive response soon*.
Ta ta!
So school. Which is feeling less important what with life getting in the way and all. Average will probably be the same as last term, but you know what? I worked my ass of and I've got nothing to feel guilty about. Get in or not, have to move out (yay?) to Sherbrooke/Quebec or not, have to do a bachelor's or not, summer's here and I'm just SO RELIEVED :D.
So yes freedom, or at least half of it. Mom is still being brutally obnoxious. I swear the situation at home is why I'm trying to get a full time job. The comments she passes make me sick, my parents' homophobia makes me sick, but I have to live with them so la di da. Thank God I've only got the best group of friends ever :).
Uuuuh...I just hope I'll be able to arrange something with Sarah this summer. I'm not quite sure what, but something. I'm so afraid of feeling guilty and anxious, or of letting my parents down by chasing after her. It sucks. Painfully. Sometimes I wish I didn't care about my parents' opinions so much. Maybe that would make lying about my whereabouts somewhat easier. Maybe with practice I'll learn to expel the terrible ick I feel when I'm dishonest with them. Because really lately I've got nothing to be ashamed of, nothing to hide. It's their damn bigoted minds that are asking for it.
So yeah, dislike my parents, much? On the other hand yesterday was so much fun. Got together at Annie and Lucie's house with the gang (including Sarah :)). Played the vicious dice game and hide and seek (allergies + hiding in bushes = not smart). And then my mom came to pick me up and Sarah went to go hide in the bathroom XD. Oh man, just, UH. It's like you go out with friends and everything's so open and then you come back home and it's like ARGH.
Anime North was so much fun :D. I swear the best part about conventions is how open-minded people are. You can buy half a ton of yaoi and yuri and no one will look down on you. If anything, they'll ask to borrow things or discuss what they've read in the past XD. I wish I lived in a convention. Honestly. Can't wait for Otakuthon because it'll be that all over again, even though the scale is smaller. Only thing that sucked in Toronto was coming back to a hotel room with my parents in it. They behaved, but we had to watch what we were saying ;_;.
I swear, one day, if this persists, I will leave a note with "OUT ON A DATE WITH SARAH" written in capitals on my kitchen island and run out the front door. Just SCREW IT ALL and skip and feel the wind. Of course, there is coming back home at the end of the day. Maybe I'll end up moving out earlier that I thought. Scratch that. I WILL move out earlier than I thought I would. And I'll live with my friends, people that don't get sickened by the thought of my relationship and that can laugh and roll around in the grass with me. People that I can be so completely open with and not worry about getting shot down. Call me idealistic.
Come to think of it, I may be posting more often now...that felt good XD.
33.555 Hahaha.
Ha.
Fuck.
/bad language
School: Is okay, but I'm missing biology and can't stand the physics, even though my teacher is good. For English I've got a great class; I read Angels in America in advance and really need to go out and get the second part now since the first part ended with such a cliffhanger. For humanities I have thinking about sexuality :). It's a great class and I love discussing the issues. Still don't have my score yet, am getting frustrated but hey, I think it should be okay.
Home: We're going to New York during March break! Now I just have to pick the musicals that I want to go see. Any input? Because really I'm terrible at making decisions. All I know is that I am for sure going to see Rent before it closes. Other options: Wicked, Phantom of the Opera, Avenue Q...etc.
Am somewhat annoyed at the home closet, but I don't think I'll be able to tell them anytime soon. At least college is proving to be very liberating, especially since I've been finding out that I'm not the only one in the boat :).
Activities: ... ... Our hockey team is dying. Our coaching is iffy. Ah well, can't wait for rugby season to start. Hopefully I'll get accepted at the Children's Hospital and can start working there soon. Looking forward to seeing what it's like.
Relationships: I like someone. Dammit. And I find out that she's bi. *has hope but I swear I don't know how to proceed*
House: Bad season. Bad, bad season but the last two episodes redeemed it. Too lazy to post critique, though, since I've already done so extensively in the forums. House and Wilson are a couple. Yes. And 13 is bi. She should fall for Amber. Would make Amber go O_O, Wilson go O_o, and House go :D.
So yeah. Valentine's Day is over and all. Now Louia can stop teasing me *coughyeahrightcough*.
For the most part it's not so bad. I'm at least 10% above class average in English, Humanities, and Anthro, 7% above in chem, 11% above in bio, 4% above in gym (I think my teacher got annoyed at my absences...even if it was because I sprained my ankle and had to do a math competition for honours), and I'm on the damn class average for cal. Stupid, stupid cal. I've never gotten such a bad mark in math before, and it's honestly a little depressing.
Okay, so now I get to fear the end of February for my R-score. Considering that all my subjects besides cal are good, I'm hoping that they'll be enough to pull it up to a 34. And I think I have a pretty good chance. Now I just get to fear the second term. I need someone's physics notes NOW (or maybe I'll just use the cyber reserves) because I need to help myself before that comes along and hits me hard. That and Cal II, if Cal I is any indication. *sighs* Two more terms...I just hope that I don't end up in classes in which the average is ridiculously high because then I just may be doomed.
Ah well, I've just gotta hang on. I'm one percent below the 87% cutoff for honours science because of my stupid cal mark. I'm going to go speak to my bio teacher today to see if I can still stay in the program...I'm thinking it should be okay since I've been attending lectures and activities and submitting reports, and I did enriched bio.
Honestly I'm just freaking out about next term. And I really do have to get a head start and practice my ass off and just keep on going. One more year...and then I'll see how it is. I can always do a bachelor's and enjoy something like literature and the arts if I don't make the cutoff.
For now, I think I just need to relax for a while (until Christmas, since I've got so many things planned). Then I need to start studying some stuff in preparation, taking it slow. For now I think I can be fairly satisfied...I hope. Anybody have any estimation of what they think my score would be?
I don't know how I'm going to stop thinking about this till February. Now I'm at school, but soon enough I'll be home and I'll be able to relax and play Shadow Hearts, only one of my favourite RPGs ever.
Sorry for the whining! I needed to vent XD.
:('s
Latin is hard to memorize.
Work never ends (anything new, here?)
Upcoming cal test is foreboding.
This weekend will include mad crazy evil Sunday.
Rugby is over (but at least I have more free time now).
:)'s
I understand chem and am not afraid *chants*.
AC3 convention this weekend (the 404s!!).
House plays tomorrow (can't wait for the Wilson mirroring...House's bitch XD).
I have Halloween candy beside me right now *turns rabid*.
I only have one science midterm a week.
And I have to download some sort of new yaoi/homoerotic novel real soon because when I get bored in anthropology my perv of a mind wanders, and I think I need an outlet XD.
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blighted_garden is off doing her redox balancing, so I'm taking over for a while.. oops! Something just popped up, ebil keyboard.A House drabblet, even if I have never watched one episode to date.
Obviously AU. Alright.
In Which House and Snape Swap Bodies, Unexpectedly
Brewing as a ghost was almost unheard of until Severus Snape reanimated a new statue of him placed at the end of the third floor corridor.
Shampoo for snorkacks, indeed. The new Creatures professor was wacked.
...
"I love you." No really, seriously, it's not my slash goggles on too tight, and he didn't say it because of the meds. It WAS NOT because of the meds. *proceeds to watch the scene over and over on her laptop* *sighs of joy*
Um, what was the episode about again? All I seem to remember is that scene, casual Wilson, and a really cute dog that passed away. Oh right, the guy with the knife and the man with the worms...
To quote my exact reaction at the time: (conversation with dude from Cal class) (Excuse the vulgar language and crazy chatspeak. Only something insane could make me revert to this.)
Me: HOUSEE!???!6 HOLY FUCK HE SAID I LOVE YOU!??????????????????????? *SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
OOOMMMMFFFGGG WHYYYYYY AM I MISSSSING THISSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! *SSSSPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZ*
*cries*
Dude: WHAT?
oh lol
yeh that was an awsome epsiode
i cant belive u missed it
Me: oh my god full out fangirl mode I just had a heart attack
I'm watching it now
fuck this, House said I love you, I'm watching it or I die
OOMG
*attempts to breathe*
*ahem* And that was the heart of the conversation.
On to other things, I just aced my bio lab exam =). Reviewing for the midterm tomorrow, which I think will go really well considering I could recite most of my notes by heart. Oh yeah, and I really don't like Steely *glares*.
And my ankle is getting better, and hopefully I'll be able to play on Sunday. The season is coming to a close and I really miss the game, and I won't be able to play with some of these people ever again.
I can't wait until tomorrow is over. I will breathe a huge sigh of relief and a ton of bricks will be off my shoulders.
*goes off to
Midterms are hell. First round in college and my average has managed to drop rediculously low (for me), which isn't exactly something that I like to think about. Discouraged? Hell yes. Needed to talk to someone? Yes, and Pat is officially a great councillor that will gladly let you ramble on to him when you're feeling down. I know where to go if I'm falling.
The little multicolour triangles (Queer Allies Marianopolis) on office doors made me smile. It was heartwarming to see so many of them, and just the fact that they exist is encouraging.
I better get back to bio, right? And when I'm done most of it I'm off to try and finish my House fic. I'm satisfied with how it's turning out, which is saying something because a lot of my attempts never get anywhere. =).
Oy, but really, it was great to be together again with (almost) everyone on Friday. College isn't the same without you Dawson, Abbott, and Vanier people. (And you aren't reading, but that's okay ;)).
My House rambles seem to be mostly in the forums these days, and I don't exactly feel like recopying them all. "Alone" reduced me to a giggleing fangirl, and "The Right Stuff" didn't. 'Nuff said.
Tuesday night started off with hell. My Illico messed up and I missed the first 20 minutes of House. Way to have a heart attack, Meggie. I think my dad thought I was too obsessed, considering how I blew through the ceiling and all. I then proceeded to convince myself that the only way to help me sleep would be to at least watch the last 40 minutes. Which made me giddy. Helped me last until I managed to find a site from which I could frantically download the episode and watch when I got back from school today.
Rampant, spastic anger aside, Tuesday's episode was amazing. Thanks once again to the (now-)wonderful writers who bring us beautiful subtext. The Cuddy and Wilson scene in the museum split my sides (when they were leaning in to look at the picture? XD). Embarrassed!Wilson is love. I adored the parallels between Bonnie/Wilson and House/Wilson. Sex with James? My God, did you see House's face? *iconlove* And then Bonnie coming into his office, saying that he was why they called the dog Hector, and that he helped break up their marriage. That he didn't care that Wilson had a wife waiting for him at home. *much-spasticness*
I liked how this episode revolved around Foreman, who hasn't been getting very much air time lately. It was interesting to see how he dealt with having been partially responsible for the death of a patient. Very different episode, in a very good way. I liked the scene between Wilson and him, when they discussed how to break the news of death to a patient. And then how Foreman put his hand on the patient, and she yelled at him? That broke me. I felt so bad for Foreman. The scene with his mother and him touched me too.
I liked how they touched back upon the idea of letting a patient know that there is still a human connection between them and others. How they flashed to Wilson placing his hand on an elderly woman's shoulder and how it works so well for him compared to Foreman. It was nice to see that, in the end, Foreman and the patient came to an understanding. It was not forgiveness, but it was something. And that something was enough.
The Chase/Cameron relationship has improved. I like Cameron's character much better now that she's not touching Chase at every opportunity she gets and flirting, sometimes, outrageously.
I should really get back to Chemistry now, and forget about writing my fanfic. Darned thing is so tempting...especially after last night's goodies (damn plot bunnies...now I feel like writing a whole bunch revolving around House's role in Wilson's marriage).
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Tuesday's House was GOD. H/W is back, and I had to restrain too many spazzy moments.
*swoons*
I'd add more, but mostly everything has already been said in the community, and I don't particularly like rehash.
But I have a thing for that lone French fry. LOL, SRSLY!
I will update about the rest of the concert and Florida. Really, I will. Once I'm done posting my drabbles and finish up my smutty fic.
P.S. Thank you for bringing back Wilson last Tuesday. I think the episode before that made our entire community spaz (come on, 35-40 minutes before he pops in for ten seconds?). Now we only need there to be interaction between House and him (I honestly think that these are the first two episodes I've seen without them saying at least a sentence to each other).
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sick][music| Wonderwall - Oasis]
Important things must have happened between the last entry and last Tuesday, but I can't seem to remember anything at the moment.
And that's because Tuesday marked my first concert, and it blew my mind. I really need to get down all the important parts here before I forget anything, and I really don't get tired of talking about this over and over again.
1. Getting Home. Craziness on my part since I was late because I had to work on an English project. Met up with Sam at the metro, bought disposable cameras, went home and got ready. This marked the first time I ever wore black eyeliner (Sam's) because my mom insists I refrain from buying any. Wore my new black jeans, new skull shoes, grey and pink skull shirt, and black purse with chains.
2. Line up. So incredibly short, which was good for us. Tried to find Steph (Wan) but couldn't. Ate half of supper, and signed petition against KFC's boiling torture of animals.
3. Going in. They confiscated my water bottle and the other half of my supper, but didn't notice the other water bottle (Sam's) and the chocolate bar that were deeper down in my purse (=D).
4. Merch Table. After walking around for a while Sam and I decided that we needed 30 Seconds to Mars t-shirts, especially since you needed them to get autographs. Bough the pretty grey, red, and black ones with a fish on them.
5. Battle of the Bands people. Not much to say, not very interesting.
6. Evaline. Yeah baby! Nobody seemed to recognize them except for a few people, and then you see me all excited with my hand in the air. They played a Protest in Lines to Thin to Read as their last song, at which I spazzed.
7. Chiodos. Good lord. Sam and I: "If we get split up we'll meet at the Exit sign." Five seconds later the music starts and we're in the middle of a mosh pit. <3 The person behind me falls down, I fall down on top of them, and two people fall on me. Some guy puts his hands under my arms and pulls me back up (thank you, kind stranger) and I almost lose my shoes. Crowd surfers on my head *attempts to keep them in air*. Freaking awesome.
8. Aiden + Signings. Sam and I went for a break (I was drenched in sweat, half of which came from the head-banging guy's hair from in front of me). Got Evaline's signatures, and they gave free posters =D. Got a picture with the lead singer.
9. Loiter in Bathroom. Yup, you heard me. Tried to phone Steph about 10 times but couldn't reach her. Drank water.
10. Chiodos and Senses Fail. As we waited in line for the Chiodos signing I sang along to Rum is For Drinking Not For Burning <3. Ran in on my own as Sam held our place, got some pics and waved my phone back and forth to The Priest and the Matador. Ran back to Sam, met Chiodos, taught one guy how to say "comment ça va" (which I heard him saying with a heavy English accent 20 seconds later). Got a picture with the cute lead singer. Missed most of Saosin but heard them from afar.
11. The Moment of True Spaz. 30 Seconds to Mars, baby. The stage had a bunch of Chinese lanterns on it and it was beautiful. Shannon's drum set was a couple of meters in the air.Other guitarist, Tomo and him come out, people scream. Jared comes out with a mask; I think the building's going to fall down. It was unforgettable. When Jared screams white lights flash like crazy *seizure time*. Great music.
12. 30 STM Signing. Sam and I run out once they leave the stage and run into line with our pink wristbands. I can't believe Matt quit the band this month, so we got 3 signatures...
...tbc when I get back from Florida (which I'm leaving for now!). I must watch Tuesday's House before I go...
Main points to remember for next time:
Jared blows kiss
The Used 2 Songs
Saosin's High Five
Disney World + Bush Gardens Recap
Retreat blew my mind. No, really. No sarcasm. The tubing at night under the starry sky was AWESOME. Late night conversations were, as usual, incredibly suggestive (sorry for molesting you again, Louia), and Lisa reacted to yaoi in a hilarious manner (*flips to page with porn* Lisa: That's not ass! Me: What other hole would it be?!), and the horror/suspense movie I watched with Mila and the twins (YAY! for staying up all night with me! No sleep!) was good. The letter from my parents was touching, as was Mrs. Gagliardi's speech. Rock climbing was ever better than usual (going up blindfolded! going down like Spiderman!) and the archery was fun (albeit painful due to previous soreness).
I should be working. On French. On the stupid book I chose, which is 400 words long *sigh*.
Oh, and my House/Wilson drabbles are coming along well. I've only got 19 left to write before next Tuesday. I'll make it. No, stop looking at me like that, I really will finish them on time.
March break is coming to an end, and I had a great time (so far...now I've just got to get ahead with my school work). I've got too many TV series to watch, manga to read, anime to watch. It makes my head spin in a rather unpleasant manner.
Tuesday's House rocked socks, except for the fact that House didn't go eat pizza with Wilson (come on, man, he was practically begging for a date!). The kiss was like watching a train crash (with my dad watching and annoying me about it). Watching my mom pretend to slap Cameron was funny (glad to know I'm not the only one who gets annoyed with her). The Cuddy ass-grab and Make-A-Wish foundation were hilarious, and Chase's hug caused me to say "aww...". Dave Matthews performed awesomely, and the piano pieces were quite nice. As if House was actually going to die.
Athena picked up the TV Guide with House on it for me while she was staying in New York this weekend! And plus, although I forgot to mention which cover I wanted, she got the one with Wilson behind House! <3 *is forever grateful*
Hockey's coming to an end =(; I'm actually on the badminton team; rugby is starting too (time to worry about balancing all this stuff with music, now).
ToC concert is coming up! I can't wait to see Jared Leto and company on stage *squee*!
---goes off to read more of the fics on the H/W community...---
I've bothered to change my layout and my userpic. Why? My new fixation, House. Three weeks ago I was sick, bed-ridden, and could do nothing but watch TV all day. There were 7 episodes of House saved on my Illico drive, and I watched them all in succession.
Yay for randomly running out to HMV and buying the first two seasons, so that I could watch them (having never seen them before) and own them in all their glory.
My mind is messed up and oh so incredibly predictable. Three weeks minus one day ago I decided, out of curiosity, to check out House fanfiction. See what crazy pairings people managed to come up with. And that was when I came across House/Wilson. I then proceeded to laugh at how ridiculous that was, watch more House, realize that the subtext was mind blowing, and laughed at how hypocritical I was.
Hence, well, this. A Saturday morning wasted reading H/W fanfiction (of which there is an incredible and, for the moment, inexhaustible amount of). For at least four hours, was it? *sigh* And now I once again attempt the almost impossible task of focusing on kinematics and, the dreaded SF, whose name will not be written in its entirety.
Yes I know, I'm procrastinating. Again. And again. It's really not good to have access to fics when you have a lot of homework to do.
Open House was just brilliant ^^. The new building is absolutely beautiful, and it was great to get to tour people around it. I mean, there are FLAT SCREEN TVS that will display the daily announcements!! <3
Gah, I've really got to stop flipping back onto random Reno/Rude stuff. God knows why I've been attracted to that pairing.
Watched Bon Cop, Bad Cop on Friday with Gene. Highly recommended to anyone that enjoys seeing a crazy person rubbing off on someone else. Makes me think of my own life, somehow.
Signed up for the student for a day thing at Mario, was too late for the one at Dawson. Not that it matters, since I already know where I'm going.
*looks back down onto chemistry assignment* Ugh...
